On 24/12/09, i'm officially your girlfriend.
I sent you a text, telling you how happy i was after being single for 2years and finally i'm attached to you.
You replied me that i'm not gonna have the chance to be single again.
And i remember that night, i text Esther & Jiayi straight away that i'm with you. Nobody can imagine how happy i was.

I still remember the first time we quarrelled, you will send a few text messages to me on that day and ask me to forgive you.
Your text will always be: Qiqi.. :(
The second time we quarrelled, you will send me long text messages, explaining to me and ask me not to be angry with you..
The third time we quarrelled, you will still explain to me and ask for forgiveness.
The fourth time we quarrelled, you didn't text me for a day. You only contact me the very next day.
The fifth time we quarrelled, you said 'anything la..' on msn and offline.
The sixth time we quarrelled, you didn't contact me for 2 days and you only do so after that. And this happened last week.
Now we're hving problems, i left without informing you ytd and you didnt contact me and ask me about it. You didn't ask what's wrong with me. You didn't text or call me and ask me where hv i been to.
Why did this r/s come to this?
I remember how you tell me that you want us to be happy and you said that last week only.
I always believe in what you said and whenever you said such things, you gave me hope and faith. That's another reason why i hold on to this relationship.
How can things change so quickly within a week?
I remember one of the night in Bali, we had a heart to heart talk. We didn't really hv a chance to do and finally that night, we share with each other about our past.
And i rmb how we admitted to each other that we planned to ask for break up after the Bali trip.
I also rmb how you told me that i can never say that even after the trip.
I just want to know the truth behind everything, be it positive or negative.
Even if your feelings have fade away or you feel tired being in a r/s.. anything.
I respect all your decisions, even if you want to give up in this r/s. As long as you feel better, i will do it.
Because i know loving someone, you want that person to be happy.
I just need you to talk to me and solve this, instead of walking off like this.
We're grown ups alr, i believe we can handle this in a more appropriate way.

I just prefer the guy i knew in July '09. I miss who you were.