I miss you, i really do.
I tried to put everything behind and move on but i guess i just can't.

I love how you look at me in the eyes and tell me that you're a very lucky guy to have me because you know you're not the only one chasing after me.
I love how you care about me when you knew i fainted outside class and you went class to class to ask for panadols.
I love how you accompany me in class during recess when i'm unwell.
I love how you piggyback me back to school just because my leg hurts and when cleaners saw and say 'Aiyo! Ah boy ah, bu yao zhe yang bao ta'. You didn't bother and continue to piggyback me.
I love how you scolded me for wearing revealing clothes because you just don't like other guys to look at me.
I love how you stand behind me and hug me when we're on the elevator so that i won't upskirt.
I love how you protect me when there's danger.
I love how you walked past my class everyday and you will look into the window panel and wink or smile at me.
I love how you always stand outside my class everyday, waiting for my class to be released.
I love how you always hold onto my hand and we will always go yewtee to have lunch.
I love how you walked me home and we stared into the sky, you raised your hand and pretend to grab a star for me.
I love how you sing for me when you're showering.
I love how you hug me and sing at my ear during mooncake festival.
I love how you form the heart shape for me using candles and sparkles.
I love how you ran towards me and hug me from the back.
I love how you surprise me, be it turn up at my workplace with a lunchbox that you cook for me or you secretly bought a shirt that i'm eyeing on for quite some time.

I miss those days when i made sushi for you and you were telling me how many people envy you for hving sushi in school.
I miss those days when we bought a small lil cake for our 2nd month anniversary, we even insert 2 candles and sat at the void deck.
I miss those days when i personally baked a heart shape cake for you during one of our anniversary and you were telling me how much you like it.
I miss those days when i always go canteen to grab you some food when you're busy playing bball and whn i gave it to you, your friends will always say 'Daphanie, i also want leh.'
I miss those days when we sat at the bus-stop, talk about everything and anything. I remember we're supposed to wait for your bus yet you keep telling me 'It's ok la, next bus then i board' and you missed like 5 or 6 buses.
I miss those days when you bring me to escape and you keep insisting on winning soft toys for me and i was overjoyed when you really won for me!
I miss those late night chats with you and we talk about our life..everything.
I miss those days when i always act like i've a heart-attack (LOL), and you got so worried, almost carry me up and run but i will laugh at you, laugh at the silly you.

No matter how much you hurt me, how much lies you've said to me, i always forgive you.
Because i love you. I always believe you will return but i guess you ain't anymore.
I know no other guys can love me as much as you and no other guys are willing to do so much for me.
Even if we're separated but i want you to know, i love you wholeheartedly and i wish you were here.
We have our own life now and it's been so long ever since we seperated.
I guess you've forgotten about me long ago. But i will never forget you, Lincoln, my greatest love.