12 June '09 .

Finally a day out with my girlf(s).

It's been MONTHS since i last saw them.

To be exact is elisa only. HAHAHA (beside me[right])

I have been seeing esther almost everyday since we go sch together

& wml recently, for facial.

Many many pictures :D I like but at the same time make my blog post

SO LONGGGGG :(

Couldn't remember exactly what we did.

So shall let pictures do the talking instead.

Anw, i feel so suck ytd.

I don't know why i let such things take over me.

Those things start flashing in my mind again.

Especially the place we celebrated this festival 2years back.

Those small fireworks which we played with and you used candles to form a heart shape.

But now, even if your heart is missing someone.

That girl will not be me anymore. No longer is me..

I hate to think that whatever things which you onced said to me,

those sweet-talkings, telling the girl how much you missed or love her.

Every words which you ONCE said to me, will be the ones you're telling another girl now.

'I love you' was what you told me onced, but you're telling it to someone else.

Whatthefuck is this. I hate all these feelings.

Friends who read this, i would appreciate if you guys just pretend that you read nothing.

I know you guys are concern but i don't want anybody come asking me in msn or text me about it.

It hurts, each time people asked me about it. It really hurts..