Why assume that i'm happy just because of what i tweet?
In the first place, you don't understand how i feel and i don't understand how you feel too.
Both of us are at faults.
Just because i didn't tell you, it doesn't mean i don't feel the same way.
I felt like shit for the whole day, yesterday. I chose not to come school because i wanna take a short break.
Today, I came to school with swollen eyes, my eyes hurt so much.
I put heavier make up because i dont want it to be obvious.
I don't dare to look at people because i'm afraid they will ask.
I thought i managed to escape from everyone but earlier on, one of my friend who taught me maths came over to my class and the first thing he said was 'Did you cry?'
I looked down and nod my head.
I didnt had any meals for 24hours, i don't feel hungry at all.
I cried for the whole night, i cry myself to sleep, i slept for only 3hours.
I don't want to come to school because I'm afraid i will have to face the problem again.
I ain't happy because you're not here but i never blame you because i didn't let you know.
I feel insecure because of so many things which happened lately.
There's many things i don't dare to say because i've ego and pride. I dont like it when people sympathise me.
I broke down infront of others, i made all my close friends worried about me.
Now, i say so much, i blog this out and showing it to so many people.
Not because i wanna gain sympathy. I just wanna blog out how i feel.
If you really think that i'm happy in class, think again.