So after convincing me that it's really nothing, I decided to accept and open the file.
CHEY ~ End up is this. I ownself scare myself la because I used to accept this file, end up I open that file.
A ghost head pop out suddenly. Scare the wits out of me!!!!!!
Guys can forget but won't forgive.
If you argue with him, you're hard-headed. If you're quiet, he don't care.
If you call him, you're too clingy crazy. If he calls you, he says you should be happy.
If you don't love him, he'll try to win you. When you do love him, he leaves.
If you don't fuck him, you're a tease. If you do, you're easy.
You tell him your problems, he says you're irritating. If you don't, he says you don't trust him.
If you lecture him, you just want to argue. If he lectures you, it's because he 'cares'.
If you break a promise, he doesn't trust you anymore. If he breaks it, it's because he had to.
If you cheat, he expects it to be over. If he cheats, he wants another chance.
They're basically the same.
Guys drink to forget about girls; girls drink to think back about the guy.
When guys are in love they become poor; when girls are in love they become pretty.
Guys can forget, but can't forgive; girls can forgive but can't forget.
When guys are heartbroken, they try to forget about the girl by going out with another girl.
When girls are heartbroken, they try to find his characteristics in another guy.
Guys wish to be her first love, girls wish to be his last.
Super true! Okay la, maybe just my point of view :) Actually I read it before, Darren you slow la.
Hahahahah finally i got the pictures from Estherrrrrr! See, my post below works! :)
In the end, she transfer the pictures into thumbdrive and pass it to me. That simple! Loooll.
I even asked her to try putting those pictures in compressed file and send it to me. But the file is like 5 or 6digits big -.-
We tried so hard to get the pictures end up I rmb she can just put it in thumbdrive and pass it to me. LOL.
Currently uploading 74 pictures to photobucket. Damn slowwwwwwwwww :(
Guess I will only hv to blog another day if the loading continues to be so slow. At least i've the pictures alr :)
It's been really long since I felt this good. I mean I feel really comforted.
Girls are sensitive, maybe not all but most of them and I'm one of those.
I've been keeping it in heart because I always feel that you guys don't say it delibrately, but just for fun, for entertainment purpose.
But you guys don't know how I feel.
It's been so long, since a friend praise me like this and you don't know how much I need this.
The feeling is like you're on a verge and about to fall yet someone appears out of nowhere and lend you his helping hand. Yes, that's exactly how I feel.
I felt demoralised by what you guys said even if all of you meant to be joking.
I'm a girl afterall, I've feelings and I just need all of you to think for me, just a little will do.
All of you don't know, when you said stuffs like these, I will always look myself in the mirror and think about what all of you said.
I asked my friends am I really like what you guys said. Yes, my confidence are gone just like this.
You don't know how I feel when I've to act like I'm okay, I got to laugh back with you guys, I got to act as if I'm not affected AT ALL when i'm totally not.
The worst thing is, you guys don't know that I'm upset, I'm hurt, you don't know I'm not feeling ok and just continue to laugh like this.
I understand that none of you don't mean anything but there's always a limit to something.
It's time to be a little bit more sensitive. When I kept quiet, doesn't mean I'm alright with it. It means that I start to feel inferior and uncomfortable.
It makes me feel afraid to be with you guys, really. And I bet none of you will know I will be posting this and feeling this way, like I'm the worst in this world.
Trust me, that's how I'm feeling.
I will still be friends with all of you, because none of you are bad.
After blogging out all these, i realised my images are uploaded to photobucket! I guess I will just upload some of the pictures.
Perhaps I will do the entry on 15 march, Zirca/Rebel night.
Met up with Elisa and Mayling at Clarke Quay, got sweets from Sticky for SJB, dinner at Liang courts and went over to Zirca.
Got my tickets from Rkycia, Dion's cousin. She's such a sweetheart (L) :)
Didn't really enjoy myself very much, due to the music -.- Almost everyone said the same thing.
It only becomes better at the end, when most of us are like tired plus so many sweaty guys around.
Esp there's one kinda near me and I can smell him. I almost died, i swear.
Monsters all over the dancefloor.
We decided to leave Zirca earlier since it's not that fun and we're kinda tired.
Thanks Jeremy, Esther's bro, for sending me back. Tgt with Zhongwen & friend ^^
Pictures pictures pictures ~
My Esther, you look so cute hereeee. Awwww, wanna pinch your chubby face alr.
Come come *pinch* LOL.
And I was telling them, our japanese noodles look like those hawker centre char kwaytiao.
Looll. No meh?
So there was this dance competition going on.
Look at the amount of people in Zirca! Super packed. Actually, all mixed age party sure very packed one. Lol.
Here's voguelicious! Damn hot!!!!
Soul theory studio! Heheh.
Esther only managed to take a few shots and some other shots are really blur.
There's a lot more but lazy to upload. Looll. Laziness kills.
Time for bed, gd night!
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