This goes out to someone that was
once the most important person in my life
i didn't realize it at the time
i can't forgive myself for the way i treated you so
i don't really expect you to either
it's just... i don't even know

You're the one that i want, the one that i need
the one that i gotta have just to succeed
when i first saw you, i knew it was real
i remember when i first looked into your eyes

I wore a disguise cause i didn't want to get hurt
but i didn't know i made everything worse
you told me we were crazy in love
but you didn't care when push came to shove
if you loved me as much as you said you did
then you wouldn't have hurt me like i ain't shit
now you pushed me away like you never even knew me
i loved you with my heart, really and truly

At times we was off i was scared to show you
now i wanna hold you until i can't hold you
without you, everything seems strange
damn it,
take away the pain, take away the hurt
i guess everything you said was a lie
i think about it, it brings tears to my eyes
now i'm not even a thought in your mind
i can see clearly, my love is not blind
i just wish everything could have turned out differently

i don't wanna hear that you no longer care
remember the times?
i didn't think you would ever do me like this
i didn't think you'd wanna see me depressed
i thought you'd be there for me, this i confess
i tried, i tried, i tried, and i'm trying

the only thing i want is for you to be happy
whether it be with me, or without me
i just want you to be happy

The last time i will blog about you
I know i said it umpteen times.

Okay, tell you guys something DAMN stupid just now.
I'm a person who can't really multi-task. HAHAHA
Okay, was using my laptop earlier on.
And i used one hand to type, the other hand to use my fork to poke my grape.
But no matter how hard i tried to poke, i just couldn't get the grape.
So i used my ultimate strength to poke (k, a little exaggerating :D)
Then my grapes start to jump and fly around.
I'm like 'OH SHIT'
And one of the grape roll inside the sofa. HAHAHAHAHA.
I didn't realise because i was busy chasing after the others.
So i started to count and i realise there's a missing one.
I was hoping it didn't roll into anywhere else.
I bend down to look into the sofa.
Then i started laughing out loud but at the same time felt so bad.
Because my poor maid have to go dig that grape out.
End up she gave me this look -.-

HAHAHAHAHAHA.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAH.

Ytd i'm very happy.
Because i've finally received the apparel which i ordered online few weeks back.
I thought it became lost mail and i'm so upset over it.
Worst is, i ever had a lost mail before!! !@#$%^&
So i send an email to scold them. They kept telling me they can do nothing about it
Which made me even more angry.
I thought i will never ever received it.
But ytd i saw this parcel wrapped with brown paper on my table.
I throw my bag aside and grabbed the packet, tear the paper using my fastest speed.
YAY! It's the apparel.
Felt so guilty scolding the seller :(

Reply of tags:
pb: u count ur grapes before you eat them? lols. unique..
Daphanie: HAHAHAHA No la. Cause when i washed them, i've to pluck out one by one ma.
So is like i will see my appetite, if only want to eat for fun then pluck about 15 grapes out :D

Madeline: Daph ♥ Very long never go school with you, est and mm liaos. LOL. And yay, the first M on your links is me (;
Daphanie: Ya lor! See you soon okay. We can meet up for lunch or anything! <3

SY: Help me gain weight too!!!! LOL
Daphanie: if i can, i will give you all my fats!

Ray: Sup link me ! =X
Ray: Everyone is different,don think that way ok? that wad makes u special. Think u too sensitive le laa! where got fat?! O.O rlly girls too tall is ... + + HAHA
Daphanie: You're not girl ma :( Haha, ya. Too tall abit scary. And i've link you!

mic: like me lor, too skinny le ): only 41kg and my height isn't ideal either. sad sad ): plus you're pretty so it's a bonus le. haha.
mic: aiyo, you really very slim le leh. many are dying to have your built lo. haha >< and your height is fine too. dont envy those who're damn skinny, guys don't like too skinny girls too.
Daphanie: But i've gained weight and i look quite big size now. I don't like :(

coolrock: after reading, time to catch GI Joe! 7 more days to your bdae and 12 more days to mine!
Daphanie: Haha. Yep, you should go catch the movie (: Heh.

venessa: don't crazy la silly! U are not fat... i'm the one gaining. ):
venessa: hehes, CYA ! (: hoho, 15th coming le...... =P
Daphanie: 29th coming already (: I got gain weight seriously :(