Thursday, December 10, 2009

I really don't feel good now. I feel like posting everything out.
But i know i can't. I didn't tell all my friends about my new blog url, only closer ones.
Yet now, so many came to know about it, even him.
I know he will still be reading it.
I thought it could be a space for me to post whatever i want out.
But whatever things i post, whatever pictures i upload, it will affect people around me.
So now even before i post anything, i got to spare a thought for others.
Am i really that happy? Do i look like i'm so happy just because of my post?
Nobody truely know it because i don't show it.
Do you guys really think this is an online diary whereby everyone can post out their deepest secret?
NO. Too many people are reading it. Even strangers.
Just because i kept it all by myself, does it mean that i'm leading a very carefree life?
No one understands. I chose to move on is purely because of a phobia i always have.
How can i even overcome other obstacles when i can't even overcome myself.
Why does human beings always make things complicated?
I'm having marketing UT tomorrow and i don't even want to revise.
Why is it i always have to face similar problems when i'm having exams.
1year ago it was the same and now, 1year later, it's the same too.
I really need to sleep now. Enough of thinking, enough.

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