It's the end of a year again and the start of a new year.
This will be a long post, so be patient ^^
I guess i shall start with the start of the year.
As compared to 2008, i believes 2009 is a much better year for me. 2008 was a much tough year for me.
2009 wasn't that smooth initially. I was in a really bad state and giving a last shot to my previous toughest r/s. I was devasted each time i found out things, especially words he say out from his own mouth. It hurts so much. I worked daily to numb myself.
Even when i'm out with friends and when everything ends, I'll be back to square one, having the same feelings and emotions.
My closest girlfriends are there for me when i need them.
Venessa, Esther, Eunice and Guojiao.
5 of us start hanging out together since sec1 except for Esther who joined us during sec3.
I rmb the times when we received the news of our posting school. I was the first who received it.
Surprisingly, it was 6am in the morning and i couldn't get to sleep.
The moment i saw my message 'Posted to Republic Poly, Diploma in Business Information System'
I called each and everyone of them. I guess i woke all of them up. No choice la! I'm too nervous. Hahahahaha.
Esther & I were posted into the same poly. Venessa was in SP initially and she appealed to NP, same course with Eunice.
Even though we don't contact as often and we don't meet up that much, but we still meet up during our birthdays to catch up with each other. And i'm glad they still come to me when they've problems.
My pillars of support :) Without them, i won't be able to overcome all my obstacles.
To my dear girls, Elisa and Mayling.
I still rmb times when i would travel all the way to Sengkang to meet them.
And they would travel all the way to Jurong point, waited for Esther & I to knock off and had supper together.
Although we don't meet up as often as before, i still hope all of you will succeed in everything you do in 2010.
I hope Elisa can get better results in her O's and get into a poly. Perhaps i may get to see you in RP!! :)
But of course, it will be better if you can go other polys ! :D
And I hope Mayling, please work hard for your upcoming O's. No more clubbing, no more drinking and no more working! Hope she can find a guy who really loves her.
And here's Calvin.
I know people who read my blog constantly might wonder why did i stop mentioning him in my blog. I used to blog so much about him, our outings and everything.
He used to be my god brother, a guy which i can rely on and pour all my thoughts on.
He'll always be there, be it good or bad. Even when im sick, he would travel all the way to my house just to get my medicine.
When he know i want to exercise yet i don't have motivation, he would come all the way to cck. Just to jog with me and went back home. FYI, he stays at Tiong bahru.
So tell me, what's more for me to say? I've so much to repay but because of certain things, i don't have the chance to do so.
I just hope life will be better for him in 2010 and all the best in everything he do.
Then i began to know them.
Elise, April, Joanna, Lena, Christina, Cindy, Dilys, Ashley, Calrissa and many more.
Through them, i get to know even more friends and life for me was really good.
We shopped, partied, go aboard and gossiped together.
All of you really brought many good memories for me :)
Then i get into poly, I made my very first friend, Edward who was my orientation leader.
Slowly, i get to know Jesslyn, SY, Ray, Zul, Weihao, Qin and Firdaus :)
I still rmb the first time i saw Edward, he alr start teasing at me.
I pasted the group number sticker on my tanktop and he walked past me and said 'Why not you paste here instead? (Pointing at his forehead)' Hahahaha. He's a very outgoing and easygoing person.
Not forgetting, he's always there whenever i needed someone. He would gave me advices and tell me much about his past. Thank you :)
And here's my very first class W35B :)
Life start to change, i become a happier person because of each and everyone of them.
I began to adapt into a new life and life without my closest girlfriends.
It was tough when i enter into a poly with total strangers around me and knowing that not much of my sec sch friends got posted into RP.
I still couldn't get over the past but it's because of them, who made my life happier. I managed to move on. Those music videos made my Richard, those super hilarious dance moves by Khidhir, those laughters by everyone of them.. There's so much even if it's just a semester.
Thanks god for bringing them into my life :)
It's either June or july, i get to know Ken who is the SJB that i always mentioned on my blog.
Many of you might wonder, what exactly is SJB & SVG. Hahahaha. But i'm not saying ^^
Actually some of my friends know already but it's still a thing between me & him. So..too bad. Hahahaha.
I still rmb he posted something on my fb, something like "Hi W35B, i'm from W36A...."
And when i saw it, i find it interesting so i replied back "Hi W36A, i'm W35B"
The next thing he replied was something like "We can swap ppt and worksheets"
Because we're in the same block and we studied same modules just that is different days so is like we can send each other worksheets and ppts as references. RP is kinda stupid school.
Then he added me in MSN. Ogay, normally i DON'T accept requests because i don't like to have many unknowns in my MSN list and when he added me, i don't know it was him.
But i think i'm curious like why this guy would add me and how he add me so i accepted him.
So he told me he's the guy on FB and he really start asking PPT from me lor !!!!
I still rmb i complained to Khidhir about Ken, telling him that Ken add me just to get PPT.
HAHAHAHA.
And we start to went out. Our first date was ... (speechless).. CWP -.-
Then when i heard his voice, i thought 'Walao sound so msian sia.' HAHAHAHA.
And the very first impression towards him was, he's abit uncle because of the way he walked, the way he stand and speak. LOL.
But again, my impression towards him changed. He gave me a good impression of him because of the way he approached me. Is totally different from other guys.
There's so much more that i think it would take me days if i write here.
And there's once we webcam when we're at home.
ERRRRR... HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. Think he never expect i still have this pic?
Sorry la, forgot to delete ^^
Our very first pic from the left which i really dont like but all of them said it's fine.
And the picture on the right is the picture which i like the most.
Through Ken, i start to know Amanda, Kriftian, Jhi shen, Marck and Junkai.
Sadly, we don't have a group picture :( But it's okay, we'll take one soon.
I'm amazed that Amanda and I could click within a day.
And i thought i might feel awkward hanging out with them but i'm wrong. They brought so much fun and memories into my life. From Junkai's hardcore stare onwards...till now.
They made me feel like i'm part of them.
I hope Amanda can be as happy like how she is right now, tgt with her NYP boy.
I hope Kriftian can find a girl who he really loves and stop those dan your face, vulgarities, those uncle uncle posture and quit smoking!! Change for the better hor.
I hope Jhi shen can stop watching porn. HAHAHAH NO LA! I hope he can stop being so irritating and lame but of course that is what which really entertains us a lot. Be a little more serious in 2010 ogay. ^^
I hope Marck can get over her, be able to slim down in 2010 and stop flirting and anyhow webcamming with girls!!! Hahahaha. Don't think we don't know ahh ^^
I hope Junkai can always stay happy with Celina and hope nothing will get in between them.
and lastly, for ken. I hope he can last long with his gf. HAHAHAH ^^
I hope he can get better grades in school, no longer be so lazy, quit smoking and be a responsible guy :)
Not forgetting, hope ken & krif can perform well in guitar and piano.
Overall, I guess 2009 was a not-so-bad year for me. It started off really tough and i had a hard time moving on. However things start to get better and I was happy when i'm with friends.
Friends came and go, i've learn as i grow. I've lost a greatest r/s but i've found another one. And after so much, i realised i can forgive but i can't forget but i know i got to move on. I've learnt how to cherish and treasure, after i start to lost and after all that has happened. There were many ups and downs, but like what i've mentioned, all thanks to my pillars of support. Now it's the end of 2009, it's really fast that the year passed so quickly.
Let's hope that 2010 will be a better year for me. Not only for me, but for all my friends too :)
Have a great year ahead! :)
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