I've been staring into this black space for about 1hr and i really don't know how should i start.
It's like i know i wanna post something but i've had no idea what i should write.

Anw, I'm not quite happy today but i just received Fareaha's text which totally lighten up my mood.
Honestly, i've not been contacting W35B's people recently and i wonder how it would be during the chalet.
It's really happy to know that someone who you've not meet for a very long time thought of you occasionally and is even looking forward for the upcoming outing.
She's really sweet! :D

Went out with SJB, krif & his 2 girl friends, Jovin & Yunyi.
SJB & I met them at Heeren.
The funny thing is, SJB & I went there to have noodles and all of us go Timah because they wanted to play pool. LOL.
So they played, i didnt join because i'm lousy in pool even though i played before.
After their pool session, we went the oppo street to have indian food.
I ate my cheese prata! :D
The last time i went there was like months ago, when one of my best buddy, Raymond, brought me over because im craving for it.

I know i'm being not myself today. Honestly, i found a big change in myself.
I used to be a super lively girl, im like one of the noisest among my girlfriends.
But now, i realised im not so lively as before. I like to keep quiet.
I like to wait till my friends start chatting with me and I like to stare into the blank space because that's the time when i really start to think.

Mood is getting better now because i'm now in a midst of a conversation with an old friend.
Hahhahaha. Thinking back about how i met him was really funny!!!
I think years ago, i accompanied Ada & Esther for their hair cut at Tony & guy because Ada wanted to have the same hairstyle as me.
And that's the first time i ever saw him. I still rmb what made me rmb him was his tattoo at his ears.
Nor forgetting, when i left the salon. He was smoking outside and he stared at me so i looked back and thought 'This guy is a gangster'. LOL.
Surprisingly, i met him again and that night, i was with my friend and i realised he knew my friend too!
So that's how we got to know each other. Hahahahaha.
We're laughing like mad now seriously because he rmb what i wore when he met me the 2nd time!
HAHAHAHAHA. I was wearing a leopard print top and he rmbed me at the leopard girl.
What the hell right!!!
And he got my number is because he said i've got the "attitude" -_- LOL.
Now, he's sharing with me about his past r/s stuffs with me back in pri sch and sec sch.
SUPER FUNNY ! To the max one okay. Hahahahahahahhaha.

Actually when i think back about mine, i really find it funny too.
Is like when we're young, we dont know what exactly is love.
Maybe we just thought 'Oh this guy likes me and i like him' so it means we're in love.
We know nothing about trust and responsibilities. It's more like puppy love i guess?
It's really amazing that we learn as we grow.

Hmmm, maybe i can share my first love.
Hahahahahahhaa. Okay, it's kinda awkward and i dont know if he still reads my blog now!!
But i must say he's a really devoted one!! I swear man but too bad la, i dont have feelings for him.
Primary sch dont count la okay? My first love is sec1. A guy from my class.
I rmb he got my number and start texting me so as a young + innocent + cute girl.
I'm kinda popular in class. HAHAHAHA Aye no la! Just joking okay :D
But you know i'm really innocent last time? I mean not say now not innocent la.
Now also damn innocent pls but i think i look damn nerd + innocent lor.
I think we're kinda immature so we got tgt within a short time.
And you know when you're in the same class, when all your classmates know about it.
They will go like 'Wee-u-weet' or 'Woohoo ~' when they saw me & my ex bf tgt.
Everyone will be like disturbing us wherever we go. So friends who saw me will deliberately mentioned his name.
Then when we're in class, it's super awkward because when i turned my head and looked at him, he's alr looking at me. You know is like so weird!
But at that point of time, i think i feel really happy lor! And sometimes, when im facing the whiteboard, somehow i can sense that somebody is looking at me and when i turned, it's him.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH So funny la!
So i'll be like blushing and quickly turn my head back. LOL Damn embarrassing.
But we're tgt for a few months only. He's really devoted, he's still after me for 2years even after we broke up. Even after i got my 2nd & 3rd bf. (Y)

Ayeeeeee, I'm lazy to blog alr.
That SJB just got home after his D.O.T.A match -.- Asshole.